Boy as a parent have I ever got a chance to make a difference in my kids' lives.
The missed opportunities that fucked me up are so not ready to be passed along.
Love, nurture, patience, acceptance, a beginning middle and end are very real.
i am a very Lucky man to have found my wife.
she's the role model for my development.
it's totally fucking arrested some times.
my biggest fear is the future.
longevity, money, health etc.
now is the time for affirmation based living.
the words that hurt, dull, kill, and obsess need to be let go.
they were set as a pattern.
all patterns can be re-set.
just like a computers'.
i am so worries about my ability to survive and support my family in the ,midst of this financial meltdown.
i guess I'm better off than most.
i want to make certain that i Can provide this great educational opportunity for my kids for ever.
i want to be their hero, mentor, and real daddy.
not like my misogynistic, self centered, aggressive irresponsible dad.
money was good...rest lacked....OK whew more to come.
i have a fear of continuing.
saw it, see it, try not to live it.
moi
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